and he was that sant who had memorized full Aadi Guru Grant Sahib...1430 pages full...1430 pages and he knew them by heart because in whose jaap there will be that much power how much his concentration power would be, how much his memory power would be see you all cry many times my mind doesn't get concentrated my mind doesn't become still I am sinner I am very impure How can I..in this life...a mother was saying me before few days says, "Shall I die like this only? Nothing will happen to me? mind will remain like this in desires? mind will remain like this in laziness... mind will keep falling like this? shall I live whole life like this? I said, "Mother, you think this if you wouldn't gotten me, if you wouldn't have listened to satsang (spiritual discourse) if you wouldn't have listened these thoughts then what would have happened to you? you would have worried then...why to worry now? knowledge is there, master is there, what spiritual practice is to be done is known you are trying to do, sometimes some lacuna happens here and there but don't beat yourself so much that you don't have that complete dispassion that you don't have that complete attentiveness or you don't have that complete vairagya desirelessness in your mind why can't you see this...you are on the path you are trying to do your best, so do your best and leave it on God leave it the rest on him if we will do everything then...I am remembering one event among our Mahatmas, satire goes on very much so a saint was asking another sadhu Do you do sandhya? means when sun rises then and when sun sets then, two times who is naishtik brahman they do sandhya they do Jaap, do Gayatri Jaap, do pranayam do little worship, do rosary also so this is the rule, so he asks him he was in white clothes and he asks, "Do you do sandhya?" he says, "How can I do sandhya?" God does that what is the other meaning of sandhya? When the sun sets when sun rises then sandhya says, "How can I do sandhya, God does sandhya" says, "No, no don't you do sandhya?" says, "If I will do everything then what will God do?" that's why let him do some work, God does sandhya...he asked, "what do you do?" says, "I see God doing sandhya" he does something...I do something this is sarcasm...this is joke this is not thing of laziness that out of laziness he was not doing anything so by doing spiritual practice with determination our energies get arisen concentration increases in mind the insanity of mind get reduced enthusiasm comes within mind satvikta arises in mind mind gets purified and in this purified mind. then the entry knowledge happens properly if you will put milk in dirty container then it will also get damaged container should be clean similarly whose container of mind is not clean in that mind inclusion of knowledge can't happen such person listens words of knowledge and he can do pride also that I have much knowledge but the fragrance of that knowledge is not there in his life the scent of that knowledge is not there in his life so purity of mind happens by doing penance we make the mind sattvik by penance that's why one should take a rule of penance definitely suppose you did a resolution that everyday I will do Jaap waking up at 5 in the morning and then someday it was too cold then your dishonest mind will say, "sleep, no problem, will do at 6 o'clock" will Shiv ji be angry or God will be angry does God has any watch? God is beyond time doing such arguments, covering up his laziness he slept and didn't complete his rule, so whose loss happens?it is your loss and when you will complete your rule leaving this laziness then your energies will increase your energies will increase okay let me tell you another story told you story of saints, now will tell you story of my disciples one of my disciples...it happened like I got out of here and I had to go somewhere at Himachal it happened that exactly before 60-70 Km from Panchkula a fault happened in my vehicle and felt what to do now..should we move ahead or go back? no problem..vehicle will be repaired there...slowly move forward...let's go ahead only went ahead...had informed him also that we will sit there and vehicle will go for repairing...so called him that you come and take me from this point and my disciples will repair the vehicle and I sat in the vehicle with him and he was on the front seat and I was on the back seat and he was laughing moving like this what happened to him, why is he laughing like this and moving also if one smile slowly then you can't know,he was moving like this also now I can't say that why are you laughing okay no problem when reached home I sat,he also sat doing pranam then he laughed again...so had to ask, "Now why are you laughing?" tell me the reason of laughter...I will also laugh along says, "your vehicle did not break down, I have done it" your vehicle did not get break down, I have done it...I asked, "How's that?" says, "I was missing you so much...so much...so much..." and body was unhealthy and I was unable to come to you so doctor had denied some more difficulties had happened to him I was missing you so much...so much...so 'my missing' has damaged your vehicle and after the vehicle broke down, where have you come? You have come here so you haven't come...I have brought you it's good thing...this much confirmation should be there this confirmation should come within within whom this confirmation is not there how is he a lover, within whom this confirmation is not there, how is he a disciple? this much confidence should be there in disciple this much confirmation should be there that if we will think something with sattvik mind, with pure mind and that too for spirituality, for god for saint,for master,if we will bring some thought,some decision that thought will be fulfilled for sure that will happen definitely...how won't it happen? you see Shabari kept doing penance without letter, without note, without SMS, without E-mail without any navigation Ram goes to her door where someone was waiting for him and who was looking out for Ram day and night who used to bring fruits from forest everyday who used to clean the path everyday who used to wait everyday...master had said Sri Ram will come...Sri Ram will come Shri Ram will arrive at your place, you don't have to search Shabari, you do penance sitting here how can disciple doubt the words given by master how many years Shabari has done penance, without any information and in that area... that is also field of penance that is pilgrimage, in that area how many Mahatmas how many ascetic, how many knowledgeable how many hermit, how many yogeshwar were living everyone had love for Ram, everyone was waiting for Ram but leaving everyone Ram goes to Shabari so this means that only doing penance is not enough penance should also be the best only loving is not enough there should also be depth in that love and if there is such depth then even Brahma can't obstruct the resolution to be fulfilled arising from this pure mind nature can't also be obstruction this nature also helps him who with his own power of penance with his power of penance, with his power of love, with his power of devotion keeps refining his own life...so do penance do penance...take any rule whatever rule was taken, according to that run your life and this...this will brighten your mind and then in this brightened mind, we can say some good things start to come in this mind don't have to bring...they keep coming listen with love this Shabad from Gurbani which I am singing Gurudev says, "jyon tu chalahe tiv chalhe swami hor kya jaana gun tere" how you will make me walk...Oh God! May I walk like that Oh my master how many attributes you have how can I know? jiv tu chalahe tive chal hain jinah marg bhaaveh...in which path you will make me walk may I start walking on that path in which path you will engage me...may I be engaged in that path my dedication should be that much complete I shouldn't say, "I can't do this, I can't do that"...kill I...remove I do complete dedication...with love put yourself....put your ego on his hands and say, "Prabhu jyon tu chalahain" how you will make me walk...I will walk that way only neither I want respect nor honour Raaj na chaho mukata na chaho mann preet charan kamala re neither I want states nor salvation only want your affection only want your love may I gather your love in my bag with dedication Gurudev is saying whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way and how can I know about your attributes oh master whichever way you make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master and how can I know about your attributes whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master and how can I know about your attributes whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master music how you will make me walk...I will walk that way.... in which path you will make me walk, I will start walking on that path whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master and how can I know about your attributes music with your grace, whom you join with your name, they continuously stay in your remembrance whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master and how can I know about your attributes music whom you make listen to your story he has found happiness at the master's door whichever way you will make me walk...I will walk that way....Oh master and how can I know about your attributes
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