this body is of five elements but in this body the 'Aatmaswarup' that is you you are not this body, you are separate from the body but you have never heard that you are separate from the body neither you read nor understood neither it is taught in any school nor in any college you may become CA, lawyer, doctor, engineer you may become astrophysicist, astronaut you may become politician, actor, you may become anything but you don't get this knowledge going into all these fields we have worn the body like a dress sometimes when someone dies and Pandit Ji comes home and does Gita paath then you listen...actually at that also no one listens because either they are crying at that time in the remembrance of the person who has died or they keep thinking that he had to give me 10 lakhs don't know whether he has informed his family or not he keeps worrying about his money near me..here...a person was there many things of ashram used to be purchased from him and he used to do sewa with so much love minimum price...he used to say, "No I don't need money" you come to me by yourself that is enough for me now about 4-5 days ago he died of Corona and one of my disciples who had been there about 10 days ago he was saying him, "I am making big showroom" and I want Gurumaa to inaugurate it and you know what, he had never come to ashram truth is that once I went to his place myself something was needed fro ashram, I said, "I will choose" so I went I went in the morning before customers arrive, so he met, very good gentle man very spiritual person,very nice man, I myself said from my side I said, "I am sitting half a kilometer far" come..there is programme of Janamastami..you come says, "I had got married on Janamasthami, on that day I do puja at home there is food, there is party so I can't come on Janamastami, I said, "No problem, celebrate Janamastami at home" but after this many programs will be there, You should come but he was unable to come in any programs, he was busy in his work and he himself died of corona he might of 52 years family couldn't get his body till today because that is the procedure and also family will see the last rites from far only for which family, house, shop he rejected my invitation also... I will come... I will come... he didn't come he kept on saying I will come, I will come, he went from the world, how bad thing! he should have said me that I will die but won't come but that happened, this became truth for him, he was a very good person that's why I say without virtues nobody can reach to this ashram if there will be a big amount of virtues so he will come here and sit in spiritual discourse and will learn how to do spiritual practice he will also avail the facilities that are provided by this ashram he will be healthy...by body also...by mind also he will fill his life with knowledge but there are all other virtues then wealth, family everything will be good but still some different type of virtues are necessary by which a person reach to revered master and he is able to recognize master herself has come and saying, "Come on" and he is saying, "No, not now" and remember, "Not now actually becomes never" now for him it has become never so it is necessary to understand this it is necessary that until in this body the lamp of life is burning, there is light until then and through this light meet Sadguru and acquire knowledge from him and next words that are said by Kabir Ji are very powerful he is not saying that saint will be your master he is saying, "knowledge is master, mind is disciple" sant give rise to knowledge in your heart and this knowledge is the 'master' else I may say you thousand things, will you do all of them? but the day this knowledge will be established in your mind and your this knowledge will say, "Do this" then you will definitely do the truth is that you are not my disciple nobody is disciple of any master, any sant end of the day you are the disciple of your own mind like today your mind said it's Basant Panchami so let's go to ashram...see you have come if your mind would have said No No will go some other day some shopping...some function..some party..something is there that is there then you wouldn't have been able to come you came here, by whose saying? you haven't come with the invitation of our ashram you have come here with wish of your mind now if in the mind there are thoughts of tamaoguna, Rajoguna then your mind will keep you wandering outside but if master's knowledge will rise in your mind master's knowledge, mind is disciple and the real master is the one, who is sitting within you Sri Guru Gobind Sing Maharaj says aad ant eke avatara...so hi guru samjhio hamara who was there in the beginning, who will be there in the end that conscious entity is only my master now if this... master's knowledge didn't arise within then your mind won't be the disciple of this master's knowledge and if it won't be the disciple of master then what will happen? he says, "ja ko samajh pare so hi manush" who understood this he is human else he is just a lump of soil, else you are just lump of soil your body is made of soil, you will say, "No we have come from mother's womb" we are made of father's blood... we are not lump of soil brother indirectly from soil only everything got formed food from soil, fruits from soil, vegetables from soil milk, curd whatever was made and that went into your body and that became sperm and that became spermatozoa, that became egg by the meeting of that egg and sperm the birth of child happened so the body of the child is made of those eaten food, fruits, flowers or not then? indirect rest when we burn the dead bodies then what it becomes directly? It becomes soil then that 60-70 kilo woods that are put, when body burns in that wood what remains at last when you go back after two days? have you ever gone or not? to pick the bones...have you gone or not? they pick the bones but they don't say it bones, they call it phool (flower) Oh god! are they flowers like this? I used to think in childhood, they used to say someone has died so going to pick his flowers I used to think flower... there fire was burnt, from where did flowers grow there? it used to feel very astonishing when I grew up little more than I got to know that they give a good word to bones and call it flower say, "have gone to pick flowers" and then someone will put those flowers in Haridwar, someone in river, someone in Kiratpur Sahib someone will put in some other river okay while alive they don't go to Haridwar, they are busy always busy, didn't take dip in Ganga ji while alive after death everyone arrives there with first ticket so is it not good that you go while being alive now before few days ago I was in Rishikesh but a very strange thing happened, the glacier that burst at the top perhaps because of that or because of maintenance they had held Ganga close from back Ganga is not at Har ki pedi Ganga water is not at the canal of Haridwar to Rishikesh children were playing cricket there and only on Muni ki reti I could see Ganga Ji little else I had never seen Ganga ji as such...empty and the way global warming is happening and the way glaciers are bursting may god don't do but don't know till when we will be able to see Ganga because you are not stopping using plastic you are making so much pollution you are spreading such pollution, truth is that you go to any small or big city so first of all from where the city begins there only there are lumps of wastes, now when you go Delhi then Mukarba chawk you have seen..it has become mountain a small child was also asking, "Mummy hill station" that's lump of waste, is it hill station? but where did all this heap come from? I am saying little out of the topic my request is to all of you No.1 use cotton bags if you bring some sweets to ashram also then don't do plastic packing over it so let the sweets come in cardboard box itself how much waste you have your own, collect them properly we prepare vermi compost out of all our wet waste we put that in our fields, on vegetables, everywhere don't steal vegetables else you can see planted at the back, just see don't pluck and take them we grow all our vegetables here by ourselves take out plastic from life completely, don't even keep dal (lentils) in plastics bottles don't keep sugar in plastic bottle also plastic should not be there earthen utensils should be there, glass utensils should be there steel bottles should be there..that is okay the things which are made of soil which when put on soil gets finished in soil to such bio degradable things you every effort these days are in packing...nothing is inside only packing and packing is everything packing is also done in such a way means first you fight with sweet packet to open it knife, scissors you use anything just to open it up and from inside don't know whether from inside good things will come out or not...don't know humans create so much filth create so much filth and the impact of that dirt is happening that the temperature of our summer and winter the cycle that is there that is getting damaged and somewhere these different kind of new viruses which are arising these viruses are also because of these pollution so this body is lump of soil only but if inside this body effulgence of knowledge, light of knowledge come then you are not just lump then you are really a human the one who contemplate is human the one who doesn't contemplate, is not a human being Kabir Sahib says, "Bawara gaon anokhi basti" 'Bawara' means insane there are villages of mad people and weird slums someone laugh here, someone cries here strange thing is that here happiness is costly and sorrow is cheap that's why you are ever ready to become sad I don't have money, then sad...I don't have enough to eat that's why I am sad Nobody asks me at home that's why....nobody asks you what can be better than this?I would be very happy if nobody will ask me in this ashram nobody come and say, "Maharaj come and meet people" sometimes they say, "Come Maharaj say what to do of this? may nobody ask me anything what can be better than this, nobody ask anything, sit and do bhajan do swadhyay (study of self), read books stay in silence, do you have to do nonsense by saying he will say... okay when people meet one another specially Punjabi, "And how are you?" they start from here, "And how are you?" he says, "Fine" after sometime, "And then" says "Nothing" our some are there, if I talk to them over phone they start from here "so how are you?" I say, "It is fine" they have nothing to say so they become silent in sometimes and then they say so say something new, I say, "there is nothing new" you already know the old one, I don't have anything new to say you...okay what will they do then,then they will disconnect the phone... and then... and then... and then 'hor' means what else, what else nothing is talked only useless conversations sadhu sant ka kaha na mane paap ka megh barasta hai they don't listen the words of sadhu and sant rain of what is falling?... of vices chahoon dis dekhon kichad pani jo aata so fasta hai mud of what?... of ignorance self serving, selfish, greedy, egotistical temperament is there hence people are giving pain and sufferings to each other, what is good in that? and people love their sufferings people are happy giving misery to one another amar lok se aaye bande fir amrapur jata hai kahe kabir suno ho santo esi lagan lagata hai now Kabir Sahib is talking about his master that this is such a human don't know from where he has come? from where has he come? He gave the name of that place as Amarapur it's not like there is some place called Amarapur 'Amar' means eternal 'pur' means place from which place master has come we can say that place as the place of eternity... my master has come from the place of eternity and when this master met me my master has given me such a passion for paramatma, for spirituality, for love for meditation that beloved sant has given me so much in life that now by his grace I find my life filled with knowledge, love, joy
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