The disciple knows can feel it but this yearning this love this if it is not there then even if the Guru is like Shankar Ji nothing is going to happen tied with love in such a bond of love that all worldly connections break now if you say you love the Guru & the bondages of world too are there NO! that is not possible like a girl when she is married to her husband then mother father brother sister she takes a handful of rice and throws them back symbolising the end of their now my new house is with my husband relationship now she doesn't leave them but they just get left behind, the day she weds her husband all else is left behind now this husband may turn out to be a cheat may not be but Guru with the Guru if one falls in love then one does not leave all relations they just get left behind this is the state of one who is a disciple now if one is filled with such love tell me in such a persons mind then can there be any agitation now this, who has sent me this, writes for two three months now I have been very depressed, at times I also feel anxious don't know what is the reason but I am very....... as such there is no problem but hormonal disturbance is there. Is this my destiny? there is no enthusiasm to do any work when I am here I am excited and I am doing everything and all is well too but at home I have no will power or self confidence because of which I am not able to be regular in doing my meditation practice please guide me name, I will not take the things is if anxiety is there then that is also a sign that the mind is weeping inside that why is it stuck here in the world but it's does not understand. It gets stuck there again in it's attachments not understand. It gets stuck there again in it's attachments all should be there and outwardly too there is be no problem yet mind is sad, this is a sign that even if you wish to engage with the that is not going to happen world dumb idiot stubborn they do not feel anxious their heart has become like a stone so it does not feel anything now, why is this happening? because you have never tasted love see, in the name of love, people get relationships but they don't get love and the taste of love it has not yet tasted the true pious love the nectar of it, if one has not tasted ever such a persons mind will be incomplete anxious, afraid love is the divine nectar that which is the divine nectar that which fills up the mind making it complete think and ponder over it Matang Rishi, when he told Shabari that, to give you salvation Sri Ram himself will come here so she kept waiting for him. The Guru left his body but Shabari kept waiting.... Sabri, had never heard a word from Ram neither had she seen Ram's photo, nor did she know who was Ram yet because the master had said Ram will come and Ram will give you salvation, Ram will come Ram will take care of your welfare will give you salvation, Ram will come Ram will take care of your welfare and she keeps waiting, Lord will come so she cleans the passage See it's an unimaginable state she has never seen Ram and yet she is waiting for Ram with so much passion sweeping and wondering which route will he come from, who know so she cleans here and there and there too every where then Ram will come he will be hungry, so she gets fruits when Ram comes then how my prayers to him? she makes flower garlands will I offer and when by evening no one turns up she throws away everything next morning with enthusiasm she sweeps again again flowers she collects, makes a garland, again again flowers she collects, makes a garland, again she gets fruits, washes & keeps them then watches out again, waiting, Ram will come how many years she waited the Master did not say which year, which month this week, this date, this hora (unit of time in vedic astrology) he will come all he said was, he will come what a surrender regard she has for the Masters words she did not get bored she did not leave her hut and go she belonged to a tribal clan all around other sages Mahatma's did not see her with respect and dignity they insulted her Pampasur lake she was forbidden to go into meaning from all around she is being insulted the Master is no more there to save her she is alone in the jungle if you ever get a chance then do visit that area where Shabari lived even today it is a thick forest there is no electricity it was not there then earthen lamps lanterns, no oil shops were there in the dense forest's darkness there were animals snakes, scorpions, lions and there she was a woman, by herself sitting in the jungle in the Masters because Ram will come there cottage can you understand her love can you understand her patience her waiting Sabri, I consider as a the ultimate devotee amongst all characters of Ramayana I will call her the best Bharat can see Ram Vibhishana sees Ram even Hanumanji without meeting....... loved a lot and was searching, who is it who is it, who? am I looking for, Don't know who but Hanuman ji was in a very good state he was with his mother Anjana, and was studying he was learning from the Sun the Sun himself imparted knowledge to him you have been blessed with a good life but look at Shabri, she sat alone in a jungle, in a thick dense forest and she is waiting for her Lord Ram that Ram will come, the Master has said so he definitely will come when he will come she doesn't know but Ram will come, Ram will come Shabri is a complete disciple the Masters words she held on to the masters grace one who knows and connects with him in such a way that his ties with the world break the world is like a dream to me the Master showed and then made me realise my true self the whole world is like a dream why fear a dream and to a dream why have any attachment what? and introduced me to myself. Blessed ... I am truly, I am truly blessed He himself is liberated and liberates us he is free himself and frees us too so this feeling of gratitude this is being a disciple first is to be a seeker, be inquisitive be thirsty for knowledge ready to serve a disciple these are qualities of a disciple on getting seeing the Guru, the mind till the time one did not see the become contented the mind cries, on seeing the Master Master the mind stills this is absolutely true, O' Master my mind is not at peace such a one will never what should I do? this is like sitting in front of a lake of nectar one asks I am very thirsty what should I do? see, there is nectar infront of you how did you remain thirsty how? so the one who is contented with love is a disciple the seeker of knowledge is a disciple so what a disciple feels for his Master that cannot be compared to anything there was a lady, mother Ram Ratti once with the sages all of us met her a soft linen scarf she draped around her head all around like this like a shawl she wrapped her scarf fair complexion pink cheeks sweet tongued so, close of the Mahatma she sat, she was served food all the sages too were served the food, all the other sages left after that, a few were still there, we too sat down to eat it was winter so we shut the room door we all sat near the Sage we were talking so the sage said okay mother Ram Ratti what should I give you so she took her linen scarf and unfolded it, she opened it and spread it and till his feet she spread it and she said Maharaj you have filled it so much now what to ask for? the whole scarf she lay till his feet till the seat where he sat she spread it out like this and said you have filled it so much what more do I ask for? there is nothing to ask for when a loving heart listens Satsang the supreme knowledge in this divine lake he gets immersed in deep bliss and then blossoms what should I ask for? so Shabri's Master said to her Ram will come she said yes he will come, she didn't I don't know whether he will come or not, once say when he will come how will he come? how do you know that he will come what is the evidence that he will come how do I know it to be true you will die you will go away. How will I manage here. how will I stay here alone what about this or this..... no question at all very sweet this is this devotional song. Listen to this my cottage's luck today will shine when Ram comes my cottage's luck will today shine when Ram will come my cottage's luck today will shine Ram will come my cottage's luck today will shine when Ram comes Jai Ho! Ram will come Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come my doomed luck today will shine Ram will come my doomed luck will today will shine Ram will come my cottage's luck today will shine Ram will come my hut's luck today will shine Ram will come for you I have brought after choosing I have brought for you after choosing Ram will come having roamed around the forests Ram will come having roamed in the forests after going around my sweet and sour my sweet and sour berry he will taste Ram will come my sweet and sour berry he will taste Ram will come my sweet and sour berry he will taste Ram will come my sweet & sour berry he will taste Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Jai Ho Ram will come Ram will come Sita Ram will come Sita Ram will come Sita Ram will come Sita Ram will come my cottage's luck today will shine ram will come my cottage's luck today will shine Ram will come my low caste he will not see, will not see my low caste he will not see will not see my cradle's offering he will not see my cradle's offering he will not see will not see my devotion my on seeing my devotion Ram will eat the offering Ram will come on seeing my devotion Ram will eat the offering Ram will come
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