So in my view pure vatsalya is also seen very rarely. What you see... what the father or mother is having for a child, it is attachment not pure vatsalya Vatsalya is a very beautiful feeling. But in which vatsalya selfishness came of mother, of father, of grandfather, of family it didn't remain vatsalya. Now these nine, basic types of emotions if I say, these are of nine types, but again not every mind is going to feel all these stuffs. many are there who lives all life being suppressed, suffocated, within them even this much courage is not there neither to speak truth nor to say truth, no courage is there, only fear is there and let me reiterate fear is a tamasik character. Fear is a tamasic guna, if you have fear in your mind then it is just telling giving us the knowledge that your mind has more inertia in it. Now out of fear, wife loves husband so that he doesn't leave her. She serves food, serves him, follows his words because many times, back at home At parental home, there is no one who can support her, she herself is not that educated, she herself can't earn, how will she live alone in the society now this is the fear now she is with her husband. Will she say that out of fear I am doing everything for you? She will also say, "I love you" but that's not love. in our society relationships are based on fear Fear a small child is there, so there is fear, fear from darkness, he fears being alone that's why he always searches for someone's company. This child when grows up and he gets to know that ghosts do not ghosts exist then he is not afraid in darkness then parents remain asking, Son it's dark why don't you come home on time? He says, 'My night starts only when it's dark.' Am I an old man that I will sit at home? The time of roaming, eating, drinking, night is the time for alcohol & beauties Tamasikta So selfishness, fear these are the two things which are connecting the society, connects a family and if you see as such then nature has made a very good system that in your mind all these, see now if you see laughter it is a beautiful emotion. Now ask yourself do you laugh? Nowadays to laugh, people watch laughter show, read jokes, listen to laughter poet conference, see some comedy film then laughter comes else they sit being permanently rotten. Someone falls down, someone slips then laughter comes, laughter comes on someone's fault, laughter doesn't comes out of happiness. Okay if I say you nobody has made any mistake, you didn't hear any joke, you haven't watched any comedy show, you haven't seen any comedy film, remember and say then when did you have a hearty laugh? Not on anyone's fault, not on any joke, film, song, not on any situation but you are so happy that you laughed and you laughed and you laughed. Did you remember anything? Someone made listen a story, laughter came, 'he cracked a joke, we laughed a lot' He did foolishness, we laughed a lot Leave it, leave anyone else When did you laugh? When did you laugh? That you had a stomach ache because of laughing or face became red or have rolled on floor. Some people smile as if they are paying taxes and I said this, so you laughed Laughter is a very... it's a beautiful, it's very pure emotion. It's a very humane emotion. Dog can't laugh, it doesn't have this emotion. A dog, a cat, a cow, an elephant, a camel have you seen that a horse is laughing, it neighs, it doesn't laugh that cat was sitting at a corner of terrace and was laughing, that a dog was laughing standing at the corner of the street, this never happens. Laughter is very human, only humans can laugh. The regret is that human lives in so much tension that he lost his laughter. Nowadays one has to write in shops 'Smile Please' Smilies are being sold. In America they sell a toy. I was at someone's house, the woman of that house, she was very hyper, very angry so her daughter gave her a gift. there's a character who is laughing showing out the teeth and if you touch slightly on its head then it says, 'Don't worry don't worry, smile please, don't worry, smile please' She said when mother is completely out then we bring and put it in front of her. Haven't she broken it yet ? It's still left She will break it. The truth is that sometimes when children laugh then elders feel bad about this too. Are you out of your mind? You are laughing. Is it your father's wedding that you are laughing? Why are you laughing? So they make them stop laughing. Okay now if we see as such then raudra, raudra is also not there. Raudra has come out of Rudra 'Rudra' is one of the names of Shiva. To destroy bad, mistakes, sins when he gives this expression of anger Shiva's name becomes 'Rudra' You see around you how many wrong things keep on happening. Out of fear and terror you don't even speak. Well if I start to talk about it then all the time I will talk about this but a general a preview I gave to you that these nine feelings these nine emotions that are there they arise in mind only. They are within mind only. Coming back to the point after emotions come Samvedna Samvedana is sensations. At this time it is hot or the temperature is right? Who said? Mind is saying, How? via skin the sensation that is happening on that mind did the commentary that "I am comfortable now" from eyes, from our senses, five senses whatever you are experiencing so who receives those sensations? Mind Thought Thought means when some Samvedana (sensation) happened about that subject when your mind created a wave, the name of that wave is thought. This morning I said... have to go beyond the ocean of thoughts. Thoughts and waves are similar. If ever you get chance to go to the seashore, get chance to sit near the bank of river then you don't do anything, only by sitting quietly look at the waves of water and try to count. How many waves, it will be difficult to count. Like waves in the water, similarly, thoughts keep arising in mind. Why? Now, see how many senses we have? Okay these five senses function intermittently or are they functioning continuously? Does it happen this way sometimes that... okay listened for so long now close ears, put oil in ears, and sleep. Ayurvedic treatment happens it's a different thing but your ears always hear. Smell, for smelling, is any force required? No Now sitting here one of your neighbors fired (farted) so how will you close your nose, nose is open. Smelling fragrance, bad odor equally. Don't have to think, It is functioning. Similarly our skin, it is feeling the warmth or cold, sitting on the ground, touch of ground, wearing clothes, touch of clothes, if feeling the air then cold, hot, smooth, hard your skin is experiencing in continuity. But who is defining it? Who is defining that this is cold, this is hot, this is smooth, this is hard, who? mind So if in continuity sensations are happening then we can say that in that much continuity in mind thoughts are being created. Now to these thoughts when, a thought arose I saw something what you saw that came to your mind becoming a wave became a thought and then it settled. Where? In your sub-conscious. Becoming what? Memory Okay, people's memory is poor, why? Because in conscious mind there is so much bombardment of the thoughts that the memory is not getting a chance to come out. Like two people are talking and third person comes and start to blow horn loudly so they say, 'stop it brother, we are talking, it's not audible keep quite, let us talk Your conscious mind makes so much noise because of that, you are unable to catch your own memories So memories get fogged up and after a time you forget things like now when you came here from Nasik sat on the train, the man or woman sitting in front of you how was his/her face, what was his/her name? It will be difficult. If we ask you, when you came from Mumbai in train so whoever was sitting near you, try to remember their faces, at least for 18 hours you sat with them, 18 hours now something unusual happened that someone's teeth was very long, someone was laughing very badly or someone was talking very much then only perhaps you can remember a little, but as okay at your wedding what foods were cooked or on your wedding who were the people that came, now its your wedding, you had seen that but even to remember that, in your college convocation who was standing on your left? It will be difficult. In the third standard what was the name of your English teacher? Now if the teacher is crazy or fat or foolish or used to do any weird things then it is possible that something is remembered, otherwise again difficult. So all these you have seen, heard but today if I ask you to tell remembering it will be difficult. Why? Mind is too active, in the conscious mind so many thoughts are running, it becomes a problem. Okay the funny thing is that all of your relations... Aren't 'they' your memory? Filmy scene, of Hindi Cinema very popular story, he fell from stairs, fell from the car, his memory was lost, now he doesn't recognize anyone Got married again, staying somewhere else, somewhere else had kids the old life that he had, old father or mother or wife or children he doesn't recognize them. Whom you love so much, one shock to the brain, who are you, who am I? In fact, he can even forget his name also. Right? He won't forget that I exist, he will forget what my name is, what is my work, where is my family All these are whose game? Of your memory. When a thought comes to your mind then the opposite of that thought is its anti-thought. In Hindi which we called 'Vikalpa' I should do this, I shouldn't do this. This is right, this is wrong, suddenly. Like body and body's shadow are created simultaneously, similarly of every thought, its anti thought, it's options is there only.
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