[Music] i said when when you became a widower i was trying to console you and said live your life the beautiful world is here but i never said pack your bags and get your tickets done and go every month somewhere some exotic places and he said oh i am enjoying it i said what do you mean he said i don't have to worry how will i walk on those big airports i get people who get me chairs wheelchairs and i don't have to stand in lines for immigrations and i am taken in and these are nicely dressed women excuse me sir thank you sir what can i do for you nobody says these things to me at home so he is uh just planning up another vacation another end and another then finally i had to make him understand i said what i meant the world is beautiful and you should now live your life and i meant my meaning was this is your time to focus and have a structured sadhana you have no intervention no disturbance no obligation and you have enough money for your physical needs he said okay now from now on no more travelling now he comes here more and he's learning to be more calm and more still okay um this is just um not a question but this person is saying mega is saying that i thank you for allowing us to watch the patanjali yoga sutras and which are chandra daya and listening to all these beautiful scriptures from you one thing is pretty much clear that there is so so much to do and i am nowhere but it's all the grace and blessings on us that without seeing our ability to listen this you are letting us to learn in my heart is just filled with so much love that whenever i watch these series and my heart won't stop saying thank you again and again and again for so much love and blessings which we are receiving although we never deserved it see as i have said but let me say it again everybody deserves to gain from this knowledge it's no question of eligibility at all because as i said in the morning session if i have to go to somebody's house i need their permission but if i want to come to my own house i don't need anybody's permission if i want to see the president of india i need his permission but if i want to go to my own room do i need permission of anybody so to know the self to know who i am to know what or who the parable is we don't need any eligibility we don't need some permissions of anybody you can definitely surely learn it and move into that awakened zone you don't need somebody's permission normally because mind is always foolishly just running after the worldly stuff and here somebody say because of some past good karma or say because of grace of the guru or say because of grace of the parable you got this vision will to learn about self and truth so you are already fortunate and you are already on the path you are already on the path and everybody deserves to be on this path the only problem is not everybody is wanting to be on this path that is my problem you know even when the world is torturing you your relationships are torturing you you are still stuck with them and then i wonder why why are you stuck what for what for what will you gain and here the foundation of your mind is blissful and yet your mind is in so much pain and agony and disturbances and emotional insecurities and fears where you could have lived with you know abundance and liberty this is what moksha is when i could live bondage free why should i or anybody choose to be in bondage to the whole path of sadhana is meant just for only one thing and that is to claim the treasure of pure joy which you have a birthright to do that and i am not giving you anything which you already don't have but you have just forgotten your mind because of some stupidity has forgotten has forgotten that lot of happiness comes from where when my guru speaks is it true or not yes it steals my mind yes or no but you are bigger thugs you steal the mind back you steal your mind back you know it's just like i remember one time a child came and the parents you know gave him the flowers that you go and give guru man the book so the child came he gave me the book they did the pranam and the child picked up the bouquet [Applause] you know this is a very true story my life story this body's life story and i will tell you you know when i started speaking you know publicly conducting satsang in temples and homes of people i was so excited like a little child in a toy store in the candy store and my candy was what the gyana the wisdom and i was like on the top of the world and i felt i am going to teach this rebellious gyana samsara is illusion self is true relations are impermanent god is true people are going to just take it and i am going to make them sannyasis there will be so much in vairag and they will say oh we have nothing to do this with this world and we are going to dedicate and life for the sadhana and exploring these truths and i was so jumpy and ready you know to make them a sadhu and to make them a sannyasi in one month i gave my you know discourse in one temple and all these three weeks i'm seeing people getting crazy they would cry and they would hold my feet they wouldn't let me go out of the temple and they would just cry and cry and i would still leave and then come back again and they're all waiting back hall and then came the fourth week and it was then the d-day the end the day and i came home and they went to their homes so they gave their minds as long as this thing was on and then they took their mind then went away so manohar lettie mere said guru kibani the guru steals my mind when he speaks when the guru speaks and those who listen attentively it will open the inner doors premises those who will listen with love they will reach the meditative states please understand guru is narrating you your story what a funny thing you thought i'll be talking to you about god and here i'm talking to you about your true self and letting you know that you still don't know who you are and how your mind is fooling you and you are getting bedazzled and be fooled by your own mind samjota please it does the magic that's it for now [Music] you
No comments:
Post a Comment