Friday, 21 November 2025

Why does God test my faith Anandmurti Gurumaa



I have been a seeker for the last five years in practice yoga meditation pranayama there is a restlessness within me to know the truth the greater my face the more I am tested yet everybody every day I search and read and revel in the divine why isn't that the divine tests your faith how do I handle sudden job loss and not being able to find another job for a long time I have anxiety about taking care of my family now I have this question splitted into two and actually this person has not written in his name is actually giving me two different states of his mind this what he thinks he is this what he actually is when you say I practice yoga and pranayama you cannot say I have anxiety no it doesn't cause it's just like saying I have light in my house but I'm stumbling and falling all day because it is all dark does it work and same this doesn't works for me just doing few asana and that too today made a meaning not right not correct that is not what yoga is see in yoga asana we have a asana called a triangle pose the Americans have named it triangle pose it is actually three corner asana so tricorn in English would be triangle so they say triangle pose so the body should look like a triangle so when you hold your legs and arms in a direction it has to be a straight line and if your elbow is a Limpy and your fingers are going haywire and if your fingers are not pointed like if you are doing it it even with the spread out fingers no it has to be the fingers have to be joined together and the fingers should be pointing meaning when you do the asana you have to do like a mathematician the triangle means three equal distance lines meeting on the ends you can't just have a zigzag line and call it a triangle three straight lines meeting at the ends will form a triangle they should be equal in distance and land so when somebody is trying to do us and their pose should be with the dimension and the degree of a mathematician but it is done very artistically and inside the person has to be very attentive about the body and its direction and the length in the breadth of the body and have to be very aware of the breathing which is happening so I call doing asana is like practicing meditation in movement if you are not doing in this way then you are not doing it correctly when you say I practice yoga then there is no room for you to say I have anxiety or I have sickness but I have illness no you cannot say that because this is the beauty of yoga that it gives you the ability to manage your body well your breathing wealth and your mind well and when you have trained your body brass in mind this means you will not have any physical disease or any breath related disease or any mind related disease just imagine somebody says I am a yogi and this yogi is a coughing badly how can you allow your body to you know half the bacteria go in and even if it has gone in yogi knows how to clean it out there are techniques there are ways to do that somebody says I am a yogi or if somebody even says I practice yoga then it should mean something a person went to see a doctors he was having bad cough he was in the waiting room doctor was busy with other patients and then an old man walked in and took a seat beside him and he was coughing really bad this person was new to this clinic and this old fellow seemed he knew everybody the nurses the staff and he was hello hiring everybody and the new men asked do you come here often he said yes from last 20 years I am coming I came here for my calf and I am still coming for the same complaint it's a very bad cuff but doctor is good is it is it really are you nuts for last 20 years if this person could not remove your cuffing how can you call that person a good doctor while traveling in plane I magazine which had an articles about allergies you know in America the spring comes and allergies come they call it the allergy season and they have the whole America is dotted with these zones this is a bad this is really bad the pollen is really bad and this is okay and this is green and this is mild and that so a doctor isn't it written the article what to do you know how to heal your allergies you know what he said it was very interesting I loved the article for one reason he said the Americans are too obsessed for cleaning and we are not so exposed to the bacteria and microbes that we cannot handle even poor Poland flower to Poland we can't even handle that so take your kids out when they are infant let them play in dirt that's what all Indian kids do and you take an Indian body in any part of the globe they will never have bad stomach bad throat or any allergy right and in the doctor is it I think that let your children play with the dog and take the baby out and let the baby play in in grass and the body will become more immune strong not by keeping the baby in a bubble in the home and about the allergies that if you have allergies then he gave all the list of the medicine you can have this he had they'd have this and and yes then they have a long list of the side effects of this this are having to happen my god if you read the side effects how can any sane person take even a single pill you can have a heart failure you can have a seizure you can have a brake failure you your liver can fail so take this medication in guidance and prescription of the doctor don't take it you know what do you mean by that when you say I have practice yoga and you said for last five years then I really expect that you shouldn't be doing all the stuff you say why God is testing me well God is not testing you at all you are not that super special that God would get interested in you and then God would pick you and then test you no no no I know it's a big ego crumbling statement what I'm saying but this is what is coming so take it or leave it God doesn't test anybody when you have weak faith then you do these complaints when anybody says this God via me this is just a sign that this person is absolutely not in any relationship with God the person might think I am but well thinking is not everything you have to have it or you don't have it this is what yoga teaches you number one discipline discipline about your foods about you're talking about you're sleeping about how you should think there is a discipline everywhere involved in your emotions Yoga says an apeksha shooty reduction Buddha see no dentata cerva are imperative is you mother bhakta hasami priya ha the one who can call himself as my devotee should be a person who doesn't expect anything from anyone that's the first time there are many stories in Puranas which say God appeared in front of the devout and God said what do you want what do you want and devotee says nothing and Garcia no no you have to something krishna is there and no no you have to ask something devotee says nothing why the bhakti marg our teachers Acharya says the day your mind is bereft of all worldly desires you fit the bill to be called a butta and only a bhakta will have attainment of God if you have worldly desires in your mind you are not a bhakta and you don't deserve to be with God isn't it strange when you have wishes and desires in your mind you are away from God when you lose all the wishes and desires from your mind you become lovers of God and then God is in oneness with you then there is no room for further any desire to happen because you already have everything job tockman may time eh-eh-eh-eh eh-eh-eh-eh eh-eh-eh-eh come son sorry ho Sanna halika yo circus on man could mean a jump tomorrow money system it's actually giving hie-yah Bonita here we meet a year when it's a year a producer of - he cha he a film hoga bhakta our average avocado mag Wonka milta hey of Bhagwan couch heavy a Gurkha to Jakarta he to cha have to both pilots who today if you have desires in your material desires in your mind you were not a devotee if you were a nun devotee God has nothing to do with you isn't it strange and if you are a lover of God then you don't need anything else there you go so there is no room for any desires neither before attainment of Lord neither after attainment of Lord assure keep wrapped in a way though Oh Sammy / very geeky a voice actor Hayden a Kiev esata higher sadhana maker naka hey Monica come now soon a token a tomato bhakta Benigni a bhakta ho GAE a issue prapti ho gayi focaccia he will have to visit a university Cassatt oh hey Jana Harsha te na dvesti na socati na kanksati suba suba perrito ghee bhakti Manasa may Rioja Joe Casey its economy Encarta Joe Casey sidwich nahin Carta Joe commissioned a Encarta Joe caja Carmen Encarta Jo soo a show car moment Mucha aterrizaje whoa Rajesh the heat but demon bhakti he mu Jeffrey ahead this revelation comes from Sri Krishna and Krishna is saying that those who don't have any animosity any desires any attachment and who doesn't get flustered if good or bad happens around who is away and transcended the attachment and delusion is a bhakta is a devotee and such a devotee is adorable by God God loves those people so in a way what it is saying is that as long as you have desires you were further away from Lord now you may wonder then how to live see I'm not saying that one should not work to sustain and maintain the body you need money right and if body will be alive and healthy only then you can do Sadhna even to come here and listen to me you need a healthy body if you have a flu or a bad cough or heart failures happening you would be in the hospital sending me a message through some friend I also wanted to be in the session but I have a heart failure and now I am in ICU right the Shillito especially Anna satsang Sun Angelia be so to support and maintain the body your body and the family you know in which you were born to maintain and sustain that family you need to fulfill the requirements so to work for fulfilling the needs is not commoner that is not desires desire is that when you are dying to have the most expensive things when you work to fulfill your needs you are still doing a young nun it is a divine karma why because you will earn money fill your belly have clothing have a roof on your head and your family and then you can sit down and meditate and pray so you are doing everything so that you can have that half an hour or one hour of prayer or doing Kirsten are together and doing the chanting together do we have a family over here who do Asuma together the family do Arsenal together and as a family do pranayaam together and as a family do mantra together although the Tommies the family which eats together lives together no way they went meet once a day to eat together they don't eat their dinners they eat one other's brain what did he do what did he do why didn't you do that why didn't you were supposed to go there why didn't you do that you're supposed to pay the bill this that are you complaining so I wouldn't say the family which eats together will live together I would say the family which does chanting together arsenal together praying together teach your kids that teach your kids that if you will not teach they will not learn do you have wasted your life why do you want your kid to waste his or her life teach the kid the value of Lord's name and the reality of this world money is not everything so working to fulfill your needs is a very good karma everybody should do it but working to fulfill your desires shri krishna says that is a hideous thing and somebody said oh i so much so need what amoeba car i need that is not my design I made it I need a yacht I need a ship I need a plate that's what my desires and you only said working for fulfillment of your need is okay Yoga teaches us discipline yokohama science ekata yokohama duniya kozo Medina Sakata hey casa taka eSATA hey kiss cheese say a merriman Mitch in Tibet Hagee Kristy's say hamari cinta camogie go hungry edges such intercom ho now this gentleman has also written that I'm jobless and I'm so depressed and why God is putting me into this test now if this would have been a condition of a true devout bhakta and that but the losses the job you know what that bhakta would be doing not complaining but would be enjoying it as a holiday [Music] you [Music]

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