but should watch the mind that if you are having small segmented car Are you happy with it or you are still looking for that bigger car with heavy Engines and 2000CC and Jaguars Again From your destiny in life such coincidence may happen that such money is available, like I know many people It is very true, no matter how much you fight But the fruits of your past karmas which are there, that you will have to undergo today definitely so in that regard Cars will be big or small, these will somewhat be related with your past for sure so coincidentally if use of some big vehicles will happen become the reason something is gotten, then I won't say that,"No,No I will be in small car only." if it's coming then let it come But if someday it will go, then you can say "Yes, let it go." that everyone is happy when things come but when they go getting the job say with great joy,"Let them come." for somebody's job if he is getting job in some foreign country If there is PR too,why not? go The whole world is beautiful Whether Australia, America, or Canada, or England, All are good But be watchful that you are not dying to get settled in foreign If you are dying to get it then remember this even one wish is enough to take you away from the path of dharma and mind is so clever that that it gives beautiful colors over his desires Like somebody told me that we were good in our three bedroom apartment but it was felt that whenever you come to our city, then stay at our house that's why we built a big house So it seems that brother, why are you lying? I go to that city somewhere once in 3 years and sometimes it becomes 5 years and you say I have built big house for you so why are you lying? Don't be you know a bluff master Don't bluff That's not true You should have this courage in you no honesty is there but I want to say this You must have this honesty in you that you say, I am a greedy person and the stomach of my greed will not be filled until I don't have a, b, c, d, e all these things Accept it Problem is that I am greedy, accepting this is difficult I was reading an E-mail today One girl, who just went back after attending youth shivir, She has written that her mother has died so now responsibility of house is on her, she has to leave the job have to handle the house, Younger brother and her father and she is very upset from this and Father wants her to get married fast and go because the father actually wants to do second marriage and the girl is twenty four years old Father wants to do another marriage and for his own marriage He is ready to send the girl with any boy and she is asking me, What should I do? brother, father serving him from last few years but do I keep doing this? I don't want to do but I have to do, what is my option? Problem is this that I don't give opinion in personal matter of people Can't give, it's not my place You have to take Wrong or Right, whatever it will be, it will be yours But father is in hurry because he don't want to get married until she is here When she will go then It will perhaps become easy for him to get marry and it is weird It's not so weird but why it seems so Because this man will say this that I don't need anything Daughter, I want to do your marriage early for your future only this is a lie daughter is also aware of that... it is lie but he is speaking lie At least don't speak this lie, truth is this The day you will confess The day when you will accept that I have greed in me May be you will come out of greed then but if you will keep running that I don't have greed in me... not there..not there so until you accept the disease, then treatment of disease also can't happen So first acceptance should be there and then something can be done about that but if someone says, "I don't have greed in me." which people say often I have no sexual desires in me, people say this I don't want anything, people say this but this is lie the mind which is piled up with the desires and wishes Truth is this In that mind All these talks of discretion, dispassion, and yoga are empty..are lies This morning, I was reading Mahavir Swami an event of the time of twenty-fourth Thirthankar of Jaina one of his acquaintance friend who himself was also a king in his mind also this thought came that like Mahavir Swami I will also sacrifice everything, royalty, family I will take Muni diksha and he even took that after taking Muni diksha He started doing tenacity After sometime In Some another king's mind this thought came to go and get darshan of Mahavir swami He is the best of today's time, very good achieved high position has heard such and has known such let me go and get darshan of him When he left so What he sees that in mid way His childhood friend who is king that king after taking Muni Diksha is standing and doing penance He got very Surprised, Oh I am just thinking that I should do darshan and here my friend has become a monk For sometime, He was standing facing him and kept looking him with great surprise that this my friend...King everything Facilities of family comfort and enjoyment leaving everything, How did he become monk? Wonder He bowed him from his heart and moved in the direction of Mahavir Swami going there, He did pranam to Mahavir swami and then he was unable to control himself and he said "Lord Can I ask a question?" Mahavir Swami said, Ask says, My question is this that my friend and perhaps he was also known you too Preyas Chandra He took muni diksha from you and have become a monk He is standing and doing penance My questions is that if at this moment his life goes out, then what will be his direction? He was indulgent, was King, was cruel Now suddenly he has become monk has taken Diksha so if now his prana gets out then what will be his next direction? Mahavir Swami said, when you saw him When you saw him If at that moment, his prana would have left his body Then he would have gone to the seventh hell He said, "why are you saying this that when I saw" now What is the difference in between then and Now? Mahavir said, "No a very big difference has occurred" When you saw him some hours before that...about Four hours before that To check the defense security of this road... your soldiers to assess They came first to provide security to the king and when they had seen his doing austerity then those soldiers left talking that how stupid this man is? Leaving all the comforts of the kingdom, here standing unclad...doing tapa He left his minor kids and have left on the faith of whose ministers....they all are eating by robbing the royal palace and this fool is doing tapa here Now soldiers are talking to one another of this new dikshit monk Eyes are closed but ears are open Ears are open and he is listening and they went talking and Listening to this that the ministers on whom I trusted, they are robbing my kingdom and are deceiving, He got so angry That his left hand suddenly went towards his waist where he used to keep his sword (kirpan) and when he used to get very angry You might have seen that many people who get very angry they clash teeth together some starts to run their finger on their hair some used to make a tight fist when he used to get very angry he used to correct the position of his crown became so angry left hand moved towards the sword on waist and right hand went towards the crown and when hand went so what is there, He is a monk is naked is unclad From where will sword be there? hand went on naked waist Crown will not be there if he is a monk Head is empty Now head is empty, crown is not there, Waist is empty, sword is not there So much anger came Three things happened here, One To the family he has left, how much attachment with them? that in their worries he even forget that he is a monk Secondly, got so much angry after listening to the soldier's talk that he turned violent He forgot that he is not even a King now He forgot that non violence is supreme religion He has become a monk monk disguise and anger in mind got hypocritical sin has been committed hypocrisy is itself sin anger affection violence a monk who does that then he had to go to seventh hell only King asked, "Mahavir swami, but you said when you saw, so what is condition now, tell that too Mahavir swami said, now the condition is this that when his hand went on his waist for sword when hand went on head to correct the crown at that very moment like lightning strikes inside him similarly a lightning of knowledge flashed Oh! stupid mind what mistake are you making ? home which is left, the family which is left, the palace which is left so much attachment for it that you are getting angry even after becoming monk You want to do violence Searching for the sword that you want to kill your ministers who are no longer your minister because now you are no longer a king sage is the one who renounced leave family ties So when there is no family, no king but old habits of mind of enchantment, of anger Did not leave even after becoming a monk As this thought came, He even laughed out loud at his own stupidity. I already told Until you accept the vices Till then you can't get out of those vices Although what happens is, when someone looks at his own demerit First action is usually denial, You will say no, it is not there in me Second, you get depression that we are so bad We are so bad, So much evils are there within us If you are denying this that it is not in you This is not a sign of being a seeker If you If you go in inferiority complex or depression that sexual desires are there in me I am greedy and egoistic and you start crying and go into depression This is sure that you are not yet a seeker Both these things cannot happen in a seeker neither inferiority complex nor depression Why not depression? Because looking at our flaws when we accept that this flaw is there in me It makes us more humble makes us more modest and Sadhak is the one who has immense devotion for his Guru like a patient has complete faith on his doctor My doctor's treatment will cure my disease Similarly a disciple believes that with the blessings of my guru that under the guidance of my guru all my vices will go away Now who does not have this faith in him, how is that disciple? It is as if the patient says the doctor Doctor I will take your medicine, won't I die somewhere? Have you studied properly, Show your degree Where did you do your internship? What remark did your senior give for you?... Tell me How many patients have you killed till date? tell that If any patient will talk to the doctor in such a way, what will the doctor say? Get out I don't treat you, I don't want to treat you
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